I was just reading A's blog. Dear, dear A, you really need to put comments on your blog... anyway... things always appear the darkest before the dawn... or right after you sober up enough to be aware that you were slobbering drunk just a short time a go. The fear (or knowledge) that you did something embarrasing or unforgiveable is always at it's highest at that moment. My advice... let it go. If you must, make a statement like "Man I was drunk last night, I don't even remember most of it... I hope I wasn't an ass... " leave it like that. You can't be held responsible for things you say or do in that circumstance. Now stop worring about this, you hardly ever drink so cut yourself some slack.